Dear Maurice,
I am a married man with a wife and three kids who I love but I am at roads end. I have followed your work for years and witnessed many share their story. I guess this is my time to share mine. I have been married for 18 years but with a heavy heart having to pretend that I achieved fulfillment. I love my wife and kids but I have never had romantic passionate love for my wife. It has all been a show, a long show, to please my mother, friends and to gain societal acceptance, approval, it has been an agonizing journey not to be with the one I truly desire and love.
Maurice asks,
Whom do you desire?
He replies,
I am gay and always have been. Ever since I was in primary I knew I liked boys more than I should. I did my best to try and like the opposite sex but to no avail, though I never revealed my true desires until later. When you live in a society where being gay is demonized you do your best to cloak you true sexual orientation. When in campus I 
found my best friend and lover. We never once presented our relationship and we made sure we stole every moment and it has been the case for the last 26 years. We are both married and our wives know each other. They have always thought of us as close friends but they have no idea how close. Our life has been like a social experiment, at every corner pretending we are heterosexual, following societal rules and expectations that add to the challenge of ever being together. We once contemplated on moving to Europe considering we can both qualify for good jobs but we thought of the damage it would cause of families. My question to you is, we are thinking of coming out to our family and telling them the truth, would you recommend that course of action?
Maurice replies,
Well, my question to you is why now, why have you reconsidered your move which you once thought not wise?
He replies,
Our kids are all grown and we feel that we have given enough of ourselves to accommodate society. It is time for us to enjoy each other, even in hiding but at least we shall be together at last. Our bond and love is true to the core and based on following your work, our relationship has out lasted majority of heterosexual marriages where people are dwelling in misery and pretense.
Maurice replies,
My job is to understand not judge. I am an advocate for happiness. If you have it go for it however there are consequences to your actions, what about your careers, we both know that the corporate & business World will not accept your gay relations if found out. You know Kenyans are extremely nosey and as effective as Sherlock Holmes when it comes to unveiling the truth. How will you survive a scandal?
He replies, 
We are both well off. We have far more than we need and our wives are not aware of investments that date back 24 years. If we have to relocate we will. We currently have properties in two Countries that are friendly to our choice to live a gay life. If we were to be denied work we would manage at least 20 years not needing an income stream. In case you are wondering our families will be well taken care of.
It is sad that we live in a society that enforces harsh law on people like us and this heterosexual partnership are not working for even those who would never conceive being gay. My gay partner and I both have male friends and we can attest that all 12 close pals who are married to amazingly beautiful women are all calculating cheats. We were there when they met their wives and courted them with immense charm only to mold their wives into household slaves where men are excused by society but women are judged harshly for doing the same thing. It is such a disgrace that we have normalized the behaviour of such men. I am glad that your work sexually liberates women, keep up the good work. My gay partner and I have lusted for one other for 26 years, if that is not genuine love then what is!!!! It is unfortunate that leaving Kenya might be our only choice for real freedom but we are willing to take that leap. You only live once, why not spend that time with your ultimate true love.
Maurice replies,
The fact is, each one of us should make conscious decisions that suit us, not society, I believe too much sacrifice eats into your soul and begins to kill you from within. If you want to live on an Island and fish for a living until the day you depart this Earth, that is your right. It is unfortunate that as Africans we are pressured to live life to cater for others and never ourselves. Even after your children leave the nest, there is always some family member(s) that needs financial support and many a times you have to be present so your dreams to one day live on an Island are never realized. Sadly that is our exists and we justify it by saying that that is our noble duty, it’s laughable. My take is simple, if you have the opportunity to realize you dreams and desires seize the moment and live it to the full. Those who judge you as you said are most likely suffering in pretense and envious of your boldness to steer your life as you see fit. Good luck mate, enjoy your voyage and do not look back.
He replies,
Asante Matheka. Your maturity and understanding of human dynamics is refreshing. We shall seize the moment and for once break out of our incarceration. Thank you for your time.
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that cause them to go nuts. It’s never about me, when a man tell you that he has never cum so much semen or he has never felt his dick so hard then you get to know that your job is to facilitate their desires and hopefully give them new experiences that keep them coming back. With my man there is attraction, lust, friendship and real sensual intimacy, I love to feel his warm cum inside me whereas with my ‘clients’ I do not allow them to kiss me. After you declined my advances and became my therapist I did some research
on you, so just the way you cause a woman to squirt, in your sessions, as you teach her about her body and make her vagina happy, I do the same with my male clients. The only difference is your impact benefits the woman for life, mine is only for the moment and no one gets to squirt lol not even me. I read somewhere that you have magical fingers and to have so many reviews of the same nature there must be some truth to it. Would you like to make me squirt as I also teach you a thing or two. I promise not to bite!!! I have fantasized over a man who can make me squirt through anal, are you that guy Mr Kilungu, will you make me scream!!!
he had left. He moved out and left us the house. He wrote a letter that basically said he wanted a modern woman with traditional character traits, that is not me. That was on the first week of December last year. He spent Christmas with the kids and I had them over new year’s. It was great to get some me time, it was refreshing. For once no man to constantly differ with.
years of trash, I feel so wasted by that man who used to ejaculate like a sperm dispenser lol. At work, I find myself getting so wet just by the thought of her. And because of your coaching I am no longer having unrealistic expectations and insecurities. I am going with the flow and enjoying every minute. To be honest when I first met you I thought you were mad and way too forward in your therapy approach but I guess your madness works. I don’t know whether I should share but here goes. When we have sex and I go down on her she squirts in my mouth and just like you said sexual exploration is immense fun. How does it feel to know you taught two women who are fucking each other how to squirt?
driving force for me to assist other women to get out of their comfort zone and achieve unknown sexual pleasures. In case you are asking if its a turn on to see two women play and squirt on each other the answer is yes. What is key is to enjoy the journey and refrain from the usual useless questions ‘where are we going’ ‘who are we’ ‘do you just see me as a sex object’. After our sessions I would shocked that you reverted to being that type of irrational woman.
nurturing a family but was always a boring sexual lover. He basically told me that if I was a good fit, meaning if we were sexually compatible he would maintain me as his only woman apart from his wife whom he would never leave for anyone. He made it very clear that passionate kissing was also his thing and that he never had that connection with his wife. All this was shared on our first date, stating that he was not interested in wasting his or my time. He said to me ‘if I don’t hear from you have a good life’. That was it. I was so drawn to his approach that I literally held back from calling him immediately and telling him that I was going to be his naughty sexy vixen. On the third day I called him and jokingly asked ‘when do I start’, he laughed and said my decision was the beginning of a wonderful love affair. So after we had sex several times I kind of passed my probation so to speak. To be honest, your video on facebook really struck a cord. What did you mean by a woman knowing her relevance?
changing panty liners with vaginal hysterics. Looking at the facts, his wife was your age when he decided to seek out what was to be your 9 year affair. Human behavioural patterns rarely deviate, most stick to their trait. The only reason you have lasted 9 years with this man is not because he loves, that’s usual fantasy romantic notions in most cases, you have had a relevancy and still do. At this point it is more probable that he has grown to care for you hence why he maintains your lifestyle but unfortunately for women, most men are too practical to mix emotion and sex. It is not uncommon for a man to detach himself once he cultivates a certain degree of emotions towards a woman and truth be told ‘erections’ don’t relate or recognize love, though there is a population of men who have mastered the art of pretending they understand or feel love just like women do. Men are more caring being than loving. A man who uses love to influence a woman’s emotional thought process has a higher probability of not being faithful compared to a man who cares enough to respect his bond and maintains fidelity because he made a conscious decision to work with one vagina.
about matters sex and relationships. I am in a dilemma and I need your advice. I am 28 years old, independent with a good job. Like yourself I am not a follower of societal rule. I have dated 9 men but I have had affairs with 3 women who have given me the best relationships and sex beyond anything the men could accomplish. I guess I dated the men at some subconscious level to fit in with the norms. It is like we are meant to finish education, find a partner of the opposite sex and get married for the soul purpose of having children so that they can continue the circle once we die. If I may ask, is everyone meant to get married and have children?
She brought her goods and I have been smashing it like a problem. This mami finds out after I have been smashing for 8 months that I am also smashing her pal. You guy, her pal has pussy that pours honey I kid not. She bitches & bitches and makes threats to the point that she calls my wife and tells her that ‘am fucking your husband and your husband is a bastard because he is also fucking my friend’. Now Matheka kumbe am smashing an idiot with a cleverer pussy!!!! Anyway my wife’s response ‘welcome to the club’ which shocks her further. I told her my wife indirectly knows about my affairs so calling her was a futile move, what she was trying to achieve only the universe knows.
as mamis but niggah gets bored and needs new sites and sounds, you feel me. And before I forget which was one of the reasons I decided to chat you. My side mami’s pal squirts like wolololololo and she told me it was courtesy of non other than Matheka, boss you are a miracle worker. But on a serious note Matheka, we need to link up, you must teach me how to make a mami gush, you guy the water works are crazy no wonder I don’t want to smash her pal as much anymore. Because of you I am now asking mamis ‘can you squirt’ before I smash. Non squirters are not giving me the same pleasure like for real. There is something you teach them to do with their vagina that feels great. You need to teach more me Matheka. Stop keeping these skills to yourself lol.
and came back home highly rejuvenated. I met three guys, went on dates and decided to date two of them ‘obviously they don’t know’ but they are both giving me pleasures I never thought possible. Remember you told me to ‘let my hair down and live a little’, that is what I am doing. You also taught me to take charge of my relationship and one of the reasons I decided to date both of them is because they reacted very well, apart from the third guy who I dropped like a hot potato, when I told them that my sexual nature is all down to your sessions. One of them said ‘fair play, the dude is actually making sex enjoyable for women’. Now that kind of liberal thinking is a turn on for me. Matheka what can I tell you! You have made this woman happy. If you told me just 3 years ago that I would be able to achieve 
orgasms & squirt over and over, I would have slapped you for mocking me. I have really mastered the vaginal muscle movements but waaaah I think I over squirt because I literally soak half the bed but these two men LOVE IT! You have no idea what it feels like to have men worship and adore you, it is out of this World. Matheka, let me end by saying that you never failed me. You were truth to your word and you held my hand through that journey since 2015. I will be forever indebted to you. By the way, my girl from Narok is doing very well. I told her I was going to share with you and she asked me to let you know she is pleased with her sex life being an FGM victim. She is going to call you. I think their chama want a group session in November but she also wants any excuse to feel your magical fingers lol. Matheka, I can go on and on so let me leave it there for now. Thank you for everything.
he gave me space with my friends and just mingled. My boyfriend’s friends went and told him that some ‘dude’ came to my birthday and that we looked close. My boyfriend was not in attendance cause he had to travel. He later asked me and I told him that yes a male friend came to my birthday and after he persisted with many questions I admitted that this man had given me the best sex ever. That nigga can suck pussy!!! He wasn’t happy as you can imagine but he had prior hurt me numerous times with stories of his team mafisi behaviours. That was the beginning of the end or so I thought.
between my wife and I. During the sessions I honestly got to understand my manhood and especially got better at pleasuring my wife. She even complimented my efforts for a period of time. But I believe our marriage is in troubled waters. After all the strides we have made to better our connection, a week ago I found out that she was still having an affair with the young man who caused us to seek your consult. As you know after 9 years of nothing but loyalty towards her it is extremely hurtful to know that your wife shares a bed with another man or in this case a 24 year old boy.
seduction. For most of your years it was obligational sex. Then the so called boy uncloaks within her periphery. She had only known you as her only sex partner. For almost 8 years she had nothing to compare. Here comes a young man who unveils to her another World of pleasures and confuses her sexual orbit. When sexual stimulus is registered in our brain it usually becomes an addiction which lapses until ignited again. When you both came to me, I made it very clear that moving forward would have to be mutual and that you needed to leave the past to have a chance of a new beginning. For the duration of our sessions, I witnessed a lot of commitment from both of you and what made it easier was that you were both willing to reconnect by doing things that were out of your comfort zone. We dealt with both your relationship & sexual psychology and by the time we had our last session you were heading in the right direction. So in your opinion what changed, have you confronted her about her continued affair?
Were those words not just meant to hurt me! Is she not just dicktimised and going through a phase. For me to write you, I am willing to do anything to fix this. You have my consent to reach out to her and tell her that this is madness. Is she willing to sacrifice the lifestyle I afford her for this loser. Remind her that with all my opportunities I never ever cheated on her. My only failure was thinking that splashing her with money and gifts was enough. Maurice, I don’t know what magic you will have to perform but I need my wife back. Whatever classes we need to attend I will but this cannot be the begin of the end.
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