Dear Maurice,
As I told you after our online session, I am in need to share more about my sex life and how I have felt conflicted as a Catholic girl who grew into a woman, an independent woman if I may add. I am actually very happy 😊 but my back story was not easy to overcome. At 14 I knew who was going to be my husband but he was clueless about my feelings. I was madly in love with this boy who was 17 at the time. We were family friends, our parents were extremely tight. We vacationed together a lot and through the many family parties at ours and at their’s we grew closer and closer. When I just turned 18 we shared our very first kiss which graduated into a passionate snog. In my head it was passionate 🤣 I was certifiably in love 😍 and mama approved, Dad was the challenge, a story for another day. So we began dating and it was lovely and Churchy ‘you know what I mean ☺️ , our parents or should I say our mothers spear headed this agenda and were our relationship consultants, whom even though they loved the idea of us being together did a good job of demonizing any form of affection, the whole sex in marriage nonsense. Anyway by my 20th birthday the charming Prince had cheated on me with another girl who was also in our social circles. What I appreciated is that he confessed to having kissed another girl and to justify it, he told me he was too young to get serious with anyone, as a grown woman I get it but as a young girl, I was crushed. Now to the juicy part of my story. I never told a soul but at 16 I went to this daytime party ‘noon to 5pm to be precise and one thing led to another, this girl who was my age lured me into a kiss and OMG 😋 that must have been the most confusing experiences of my life. Maurice, by far it was the best sensation ever. How she looked at me, how she touched me. I literally had the shivers which Mr Charming young boy never induced. You can image as a Catholic girl I went home and prayed thinking it was a dirty act and I recall washing my sinful mouth, it’s funny now but back then I had booked a first class ticket to hell. I have always known that I was bi-sexual and I also noticed my love for male companionship was based on my social & psychological conditioning.
Maurice replies,
Please expound on that conditioning.
She replies,
As women, for the majority of us, we are taught to need a man who will facilitate for our needs and give us child. My psychology was different. I was never keen to have child or have a man for that purpose. If a man was in my life, it was more about enjoying each other and sharing in the laughter. I have had my share of flings and relationships but I get bored very fast especially with traditional mindsets and that is why I reached out to you. It was always in my bucket list to learn how to squirt and as I told you learning the technique of making myself squirt and making a woman squirt. I say a woman because I have two like minded female friends who love to play with me and just the other night after a few
glasses of wine we experimented on making ourselves squirt which led to sex. I was so shocked that I could learn how to squirt and teach another woman how to do it. I can tell you we were at it for hours. I had no idea a woman could squirt as much. I thought I enjoyed sex but after our session I am at another level of pleasure. You are so right when you say sex is about stimulus, I never understood you until I followed your work, and your WhatsApp status sex video tips have really helped though sometimes I just masturbate. Yes Maurice, I masturbate to your videos ‘sue me’ 😆 and your captions illicit some horniness, plus they are humorous at times.
Maurice replies,
I am not complaining at all. My captions are meant to provoke a reaction. I am flattered that you shared.
She replies,
You are doing a great job out there. You will be surprised how many times I have been in a forum of women and your name comes up. So far I have met four women whom you have helped to the next level of pleasures & satisfaction. Five years ago I used to think you were just some chap who likes talking about sex but after reading your blogs and receiving five star reviews from people I grew an interest in following all your posts and here we are. It’s amazing how things work out. So there is this man who I see casually and since my new talent of being able to squirt, he can’t go a day without texting or calling me. The man is obsessed. He even revealed his fantasy which was for a woman to squirt on his face. Maurice, this is not a complaint but rather an observation. He has suddenly gained sexual prowess and an eagerness for sexual play. I can’t explain his sky rocketing craving for sex, his foreplay has also increased. This man cannot get enough of my squirt in his face. I know you said that my squirt projectile would take a while to increase with the vaginal muscle exercises you taught me but the good news is, I must be a fast learner. I am splashing or gushing as you like to say. And he says my squirt tastes fruity, explained by the orange & pineapple mix that you recommended, you are a such a darling, you have no idea how you have helped my sex life. Even at work I feel more womanly, full of confidence. I can see how men look at me as if attracted by my confidence but I guess many are too intimidated to approach or compliment. Oh did I tell you I love to dress up, my girl and I have all sorts of kinky costume wear for our sexual play dates. I am going to get this man a super hero suit for our play dates. He is into Superman and he watches Star Trek.
Maurice replies,
I am loving your story. Your male playmate sounds like a fetish more than a fantasy or he has experienced a fetish trigger. The first stage of a fetish is having your first experience which leads to a degree of ‘a healthy sexual addiction’ which graduates to an action or object that needs to be applied for one to fully enjoy a sexual episode. I am so glad to know your squirting projectile has progressed sooner than later. Your feedback is why I still have passion in elevating people’s sexual knowledge and application. The thrills of recreational sex are worth the journey of rediscovery. Yes, the orange + pineapple is healthy and adds to the flavour of your juices as long as you consume as a lifetime. Confidence in a woman is something many men are attracted to as long as the context is fun and relaxed. Funny enough I am also a massive fan of Superman and Star Trek since the early 80s. If that’s his thing, keep gushing all over his face, it’s squirt not Chernobyl. I am happy that you finally got aware of yourself and what things drive you rather than follow society expectations that can be more demanding than lead to bliss. It is always encouraging for me to hear stories like yours. You mentioned ‘like minded’, it is so important to associate with like minded people who share in your school of thought and understand liberal sexual desires instead of attempting to fit in with a vast society with brain washed and judgmental miserable folk. In my many years of experience and practice I have learned that those who judge are usually unhappy in their cocooned merry-go-round type of life. What you do is ignore and move on. You are lucky to have the opportunity to enjoy both sexual Worlds to satisfy your craving for male and female species. Having found your true identity as a bi-sexual is a good thing for both body & soul. Keep exercising your vaginal motions until it is second nature to achieve spasms that cause you to orgasm to the point of squirting. Embrace your sexual urges and display them whenever possible, be open minded and spontaneous as great stimulus is only given & received from a mind that does not over think the agenda at hand. Continue hosting your sexual play dates with your girl(s), have fun, sip on your wine and indulge in the seduction you generate with positive energy stemming from like minded people.
She replies,
I told my girls about you and they would like to have a Zoom session. We are six to eight ladies. What I know is six have confirmed. And my play mate wants to have a session with his boys so I gave him your number. His boys are all over the Globe so your Zoom session should be quite interesting with the variety of cultures and outlooks on sexuality. He is Kenyan and frankly I find him more liberal than his foreign friends. Is that something you have experience, Kenyan men can be pretty backward and conservative but not all can be described that way, what is your take?
Maurice replies,
Kenyan men inclusive of men around the World, all come from a background of influences like religion and specified traditions that they follow from birth. As you grow up you pick up on other influences and only you can decide on whether you follow your desires & likes or stick to social conditioning which outlines social rule & expectations. Those who follow society to the letter are normally those we label as conservative and those like me who questioned societal rules are usually branded as very liberal or too mzungu like and yet there are plenty of mzungus (Caucasians) who are conservative beyond believe. It is down to an individual to decide their own path, hopefully not pressured by society to be someone they are not. So yes, there are liberal Kenyan men out there though they are not represented by the majority, that is just a societal reality.
She replies,
Thank you for confirming that liberal men exist. Some of my girls are suffering with conservative men. They will tell you their stories during our session. Oh and some have never had an orgasm after years of marriage 😰. Maurice, you need to help them get to my level. How can you be 36 and you have never cum, it is mind boggling to say the least. But I know you will come through for them. Can we also have the squirting demo as part of our session. Some of the girls have never seen a woman squirt LIVE so witnessing will make them more eager to have a one on one session with you. I told them to come over to my house and watch me squirt, they refused. They said they want to learn from the Professor not the student. Maurice, you and I can chat for ages and right now I have errands and then as a good student I have a date with myself later. I am going to have a solo session of making myself squirt, so I have that to look forward to thanks to you 😘
Maurice replies,
The pleasure was and is all mine. I look forward to our Zoom session with your girls and I will await his call so we can schedule the boys session. See you soon and enjoy your solo session.
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