Dear Maurice,
Can I begin by stating that the last 4 weeks have been quite the roller coaster for me, or should I say ever since I reached out to you for help. As you know I was married for 9 years with no sign of orgasm and as I told you, I used to think female orgasms were a fabrication from my girls. I was married at 19 and thought the World of this young man who was at the time 24. He was charming in courtship and I saw a lot of potential in him and in a future together. What I can say I do not regret is having our daughter. We both love her very much that I know to be a fact. He is a great Dad but he was a bad husband in relation to my need for an emotional & especially sexual connection. After talking to you I realised I married a man who was extremely selfish in the bedroom. As you said he had a procreational mindset to our sex life which served his craving and not mine. I can attest to the fact that sex was all about him. He was definitely not a team masimba member lol. From the onset he lured me into a bubble of love and traumatized my vagina with lousy sex. Numerous times my girlfriends would want to hook me up to an alleged good in bed guy but I would decline thinking that my husband would notice my unconditional devotion and one day make sex about me. Matheka, that day never came. To make worse, even after being the faithful wife, he had 3 affairs I know of and I would forgive him. Wow, I was so in love and naive. I began to follow your work in 2016 at which point I realised that I was not the problem sexually. Some of my more liberal girls had sessions with you and you actually taught 4 of them how to squirt. Truth be told I should have seen you back then but I was still in denial, hoping my husband would turn into the stud I wished he were. We separated in July 2018 and our divorce was finalized a bit later. I took a break from men and sex in totality to reflect and the break was a step in the right direction for me. I thought I was tired and ugly but the attention from men was constant though I stayed well clear of any form of influence. So last year in November I decided it is time to see Matheka. Our session was meant to happen in December but I had to travel abroad. When that schedule failed I decided March would work. Then covid came and disrupted our life. April came and I said to myself that this pandemic will not get in the way of my desire to rediscover my sexuality. I was not imagining myself turning 30 years of age without achieving an orgasm for the very first time. Our session was my early birthday gift to myself. Though I must admit I was skeptical about everything. I actually thought I was damaged. I thought I was that 1% of women who are built never to enjoy sex and then Matheka happened.
One thing I did not tell you is that I purposely subscribed to your Zoom webinar session in mid April just to verify that you were real, which sounds stupid cause I had followed your work but it was important for me to listen to you speak despite having watched your videos before. What sold me was your gasp of your field and your confidence in what you speak about. In this day and age, there are many brilliant marketers but their delivery is questionable. Then came our session. I was nervous, not knowing what to expect but you made me feel so comfortable leading up to you showing me that I could orgasm and my orgasm could make me squirt. I was in disbelief. You could not hear them but there were many WTF moments going through my head as I saw myself squirt repeatedly. It is like you had opened a tap that no one knew of including myself lol. I was no this can’t be real, that is not my va-jay-jay doing that! Matheka I do not know how often your clients tell you this but you are a miracle worker. Please allow me to emphasis own how professionally you handled my vagina, of which I expected off course but there is hoping and then there is the final presentation. I had never seen a man so collected next to my vagina. I was very happy with your conduct but you could make a woman think her vagina was boring considering what us women are used to seeing when a man sees our private parts. Anyway, my point is, you handled yourself beyond expectation and yet the session involves actual squirting and experiences of amazing pleasures on the woman’s part. That self control from a man is rare. Keep it up.
Maurice replies,
Thank you so much for your feedback. After 18 years there has to be a driving force that keeps one committed to their job. Your sentiments and recent rediscovery is why I still have the passion for my work.
She replies,
Before I forget, thank you for agreeing to have the one on one session. I know because of covid you opted to have virtual sessions but as we both agreed, there was no way I was going to achieve an orgasm via a video call. I would have failed you as I followed your instructions and most likely I would have thought that your teachings about every woman being able to squirt were a myth. They say be careful what you wish for for a reason. You proved to a skeptic that her orgasm was untapped. Following your directive I have practiced everyday, not 4 or 5 times as you had recommended and wow wow wow my orgasms have become crazy intense. My daughter keeps wondering why her mother disappears into her room, only if she knew lol. She has spent more time with her Dad not knowing I was on a ‘me time’ mission. Becoming a member of your private WhatsApp status membership has also greatly helped in my daily practice. I tend to emulate what I see in your videos and it works very well. My ultimate goal is to learn how to squirt through penis penetration. I believe that is part of package seven.
Maurice replies,
Yes, package seven awaits you. Have you forgotten that you shared with me a video of you making yourself squirt, I have seen your achievement and I am so proud of you.
She replies,
Oh yes, though the sharing was motivated by the glass of wine I was having as I played with myself. Please feel free to use the video during your Zoom sessions. My face is not on there only my vagina so go ahead use it. Others might be curious enough to have a one on one once they see one of their own achieving what I thought was impossible. I used to watch a video of a woman squirting and ask myself, is this real and now I am that squirter, if there is such a word lol. How things involve. I am forever grateful Matheka. What you have done for me you will never know.
Maurice replies,
It was my pleasure. Stay safe & be well until our next session.
She replies,
For sure Matheka. I have a lot time coming up in August. Let us leave it as a ‘coming soon’ event. Until then stay well too.
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