I am a mother of 3 adorable children, 7,4 and a 2 year old and I am very married but for the last 2 years I have kept a dark secret from my husband.
Maurice asks,
How long have you been married?
She replies,
I have been married for 8 years. I had my first child when I was 22 years old.
Maurice asks,
So what is this dark secret?
Firstly I want to share my story because I found myself in a facebook women’s group where I discovered that I was not alone. I thought I was weird suffering from some disorder until married women revealed that they too had bisexual secrets and they only felt safe to share in exclusive forums.
Maurice I am attracted to women. I have had numerous sexual encounters and truth be told I find a woman’s touch erotic, women turn me on. Am I weird?
Maurice replies,
Your sexual preference does not make you weird, it just makes you unique compared to others. When did you know that women did it for you and are you in contact with one particular woman?
She replies,
I have always known but it was 2 years ago that I had my first sexual experience with a woman and it was out of this World. Yes I have a girlfriend who is actually a fully fledged lesbian.
Maurice asks,
Why a woman, what does your girlfriend deliver that you don’t get a home?
She replies,
This is really hard for me because I love being married but sexually I married a 2 minute man and before you ask I knew it from the beginning. I have been to one of your sessions I know how you read between the lines. I knew exactly who I was marrying and I never told myself that he would improve I just knew he would be a good husband and father.
Maurice replies,
But….
Sex for me is important. I am an extremely sexual woman, I used to make him go 3 to 4 rounds so that I too can enjoy sex. He has since slowed down and sometimes I can see him struggling to perform meaning he is only doing it for me which is a put off.
Two years ago I got chatting with one woman from the facebook group and we hit it off. We met for a girl’s night out and one thing led to another and I got addicted to her touch. She is sensual and with her I climax multiple times in a night. I thought an orgasm was what I was getting at home until I met this woman OMG.
I love the way she takes her time to navigate my body. I have over the years tried with no success to instruct my husband on how I want to be handled in bed but he has this male ego trip about him being a man so he automatically knows what I want. Why can’t you teach men to listen, to follow simple instructions. If they did women would enjoy sex more often. Many of my friends are suffering in silence, faking orgasms in the name of soothing egos. What about their pleasure is what I ask them. And I know as a result some have affairs on the down low.
Maurice replies,
It is fact that many women are having affairs to fill a certain void, a certain craving. It is also fact that many women are bi curious and some go a bit further and explore their fantasy and once they taste the forbidden fruit they tend to stick to it.
If I may ask, you have 3 kids so I am assuming your sex life at home is active?
She replies,
It is but apart from when I just want him inside me most of the time sex is for him. We don’t use protection hence the 3 kids. I have told him that I want to try out long term contraception because I don’t want more children.
I am in love with 2 people for different reasons and I don’t feel guilty when I am with her but I feel guilty when I sometimes decline my husband’s advances. I am not always in the mood to pretend I am enjoying sex. The irony is that my husband has a big dick which my girlfriends seek and yet my pleasures stem from touch and the power of the tongue.
Speaking of tongues, she is also demanding of my time and that creates a problem even though I find myself availing time to be with her. I will never leave my marriage but I know equally I will not sacrifice my sexual pleasures for the sake of morals. It is not enough to have a loving partner. Sex for me is part of the package or rather I wish it was but I guess such is life. All I can do is play my part at home and know that once in a while I go out for my orgasmic chocolate.
Maurice replies,
It is clear that you know what you want. All I advise is that you manage your home as your number one priority and never let sexual lust deter you from your family duties.
She replies,
Thanks Maurice.


























